I had the same experience with Zoloft, Prozac, and something else. Wellbutrin did nothing… Went off all of them for years until it was clear I needed something. This round is Celexa, and it’s working for me. I’m also a creative, and most of my creating came from darkness. I’m now taking on the challenge of how to navigate my creativity with the lights on, so to speak. The “I’m feeling creative again, but not hurting” state was very disorienting at first.

Keep trying. Hope you find the right way for you.