Are We “that” shitty person that We try to avoid…

We all have our definition of someone we hate, a person we would not want to be around with or be known to be associated with in anyway.

Sometimes I think we try so hard trying to be around people we want to be that we don’t realize us being someone we don’t want to be around with.

Maybe the reason we hate that fictional persona so much is because it resembles us so much that we know that it know what we are thinking. And that is the most scary thing isn't it, the thought of being judged exactly for the way we are deep down. One of the greatest gift we have is the ability to hide our motives even from ourselves, so the fact that someone else can sense it scares us. The fact that someone else knows our demons is horrifying as we have spent our entire life trying to deny them even from ourselves.

We are a little bit socio paths in a way, we mould facts, we polish the truth, we retell a lie again and again to this one person just to make him/her fall for you but the tragedy is that person is WE OURSELVES, the person we try to impress is no one else but us, we may be honest to others we may always speak and preach truth, honesty, ethics and morals and yet we lie and deceive the one person who matters the most.