I am crying…again. F*ck this sh*t (sorry). I am so frustrated with myself and I think it’ll take a long time to get over this. I am in pain, emotionally and uhm… literally, wouldn’t you be if you tried to punch a wall with full force for three consecutive times? I think I bruised my insides, f*ck my life. Help me, my right hand feels sore, this is probably a sprain. The fact that I’m still typing this now over this pain? What a dedication I have, just kidding.
And yeah, not crying anymore (probably later).