Acharya Rahul
Sep 2, 2018 · 2 min read

The secrets of sex

Hello everyone, I am X, an officer with forces. How does it feel to see death in front of you? And how about lamenting on why you fought death and won ? How does it feel when dying is a better option in life ? I am writing down the story of a 24 year old guy who lost all hopes of sexuality and desires by an accident and how he recovered from it.

It was August 7 , somewhere in himalayas ,I was leading a team for an operation . Tired ,hungry, thirsty,covered in mud and leeches,we were happy. I was motivating my men to accomplish the task which was never done in last 10 years but reason of their smiles was different. Afterall they will be in mobile network after 6 months , to be able to hear voices of you loved ones, to see photographs of your new born child after 3 months of his birth , only a few can understand these feelings.

Sahab ji , mere bete ka nam maine apke nam pe rakhna h , aap mujhe dant lagaoge ,main use dantke khush ho jaunga

Sir , I have named my son after you,when you will shout at me , i will shout at my son and will tease you.

I was looking at his mud covered face which was carrying a never ending smile. but, I had my own plans in my mind. I had decided to get married . I had met my better half in my last leaves and we were talking on satellite phone for oast 6 months. I could not wait to see her ,hold her in my arms for eternity.

But ,life is not always what we think and plan. With in next 24 hours my life changed completely, I saw death in front of my eyes and a week later I was regretting not dying that day.

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