I thought that you were me when I read this. You are not alone. I have managed to survive, and I don’t even know how. I get those blasts of energy less and less often, and I pray that the next one will be the one that gets me over to the other side of life…where I can thrive and survive. My heart is with you, and according to my wisdom and age…I believe that you can continue because you still have the vision of seeing yourself set free. Hold on to your dreams, I’ll be in your corner!