Trapped by the name

Ivan
2 min readDec 8, 2022

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Those were just some of characters in life, most of whom I only now see existed.

But forget the dead ones. Almost 4 million people in the world have this name.

And me.

Which role should I play? Which one is not played already?

Should I compare myself to them? Or just the dead one and feel lucky to be alive.

Should I live up to the original meaning of the name (God is gracious)? Why should I?
Do I have some responsibility?

Should I aim at the top, be the 24th saint with this name?

Seems they only made my life a problem by giving me a name.

I can hardly call it a gift.

Please, next time, if someone is going to give me something,

give me something more lasting.

And less confusing.

Ivan

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