Stray

My assignment is undone…

I’m back for the completion…

Into the Crucible I leap… no time to waste….

Into the flame to end this evil pleasure seekers game…

But… I don’t want to play.

42 years…

42 years… I’ve endured their torture…

6 mos. of life: broken right arm…

3yrs. of life: busted skull…

Every year after that: pure hate… towards me.

And Now…

I must be brave and forgive everything that has gone forth against me from the very first day.

The Lord’s commandment to me…

I must obey.

Soooooooo hard ….

Lord please give me strength…

My hate for them is hard to stray from…

My heart is closed.