Aayana

Thomas Kadavil Abraham
7 min readDec 31, 2017
In a haze. The performance.

This vast fabric you’ve clothed yourself with, that you adorn yourself with, this false prejudice,

What happens when you feel uncomfortable in your cloth with all these prejudices?

What happens when you realize?

When you realize that all that you’ll ever do is only for yourself, only to satisfy you?

All your ideas associating yourself with the goal of a greater society,

your belief system structured around ideas of the yesteryear,

all in a closed circuit, coming back to yourself,

All answers leading to one person, you! Do you ever hope to find yourself?

To undress yourself off these false prejudices, values and thought patterns that you have cocooned yourself with?

Laying bare, listening to your breath as you breathe, in the dark solitude,

It gets scary, at the same time it is surreal,

It’s cold and dark, you’re all of a sudden surprised! Surprised that you’re able to bear the dark!

To lead a life of adventure,creativity, love, is to thrive in the dark, being the light of life!

Speaking for myself, honestly I’ve always been skeptical about going all in,putting all my coins on the table! about realizing all that is in my head…

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Thomas Kadavil Abraham

Is an experiential writer. He dabbles with paint, makes art, designs products and experiences.