I used to feel the same way as you, Joe Bosworth — writing and writing but never pushing it out because I never thought it was good enough. I knew I could always make it better, but then I’d spend days (weeks even) to make it just slightly epic.
Either way, it’s not worth hiding your thoughts and ideas if writing makes you feel good. You should be proud that you pushed out this piece, because it shows how much you care about your progress and more notably, yourself.
Keep rocking it~