Hello whoever read this (haha, I doubt anyone will read this).

Anyway, just a little information for you, this post is my first Medium story and it is a post I seriously write. I put a lot of days thinking about how I would write this post.

This post mostly talks about the way I’m writing until this day.

First of all, recently I was really into Grace’s blog. Grace is the author of Texan in Tokyo which I mentioned in the last post on my blogspot. Apparently, she doesn’t only do YouTube, instead she does blogging first before becoming a Youtuber. She blogs (click here for her blog’s link!) a lot about writing and making an income from it and the pros-cons working in blogging-field. What moved me is how her writing is light but still thoughtful. Also, based on her vlog, I can really see that she takes writing for her blog seriously.

Additional information, I am the type of person who get really easily inspired. I was once inspired by certain game and wanted to be a game developer. Then frozen came and the animation industry was in its peak, you guess it, I got inspired by Britnee Lee, the animator of frozen, dreaming of becoming an animator. Later I got inspired by fashion-beauty youtuber named Jenn-im and wanted to make nice video like her. The point is, right now I am inspired by the quality of Grace’s writing.

I realise that Grace always write interesting things for someone to read even though it’s mostly from her own experiences. But she has the gift to make that experiences as something informational to people. Whereas my posts (on my blogspot) mostly are about things I thought interesting. I unconsciously write things for my own pleasure and not for someone to read it. When I write I don’t think about the people who will read it. I don’t think like ‘Will this post be interesting?’ ‘Will people understand?’ ‘Are the sentences I’m choosing not making anyone bored and gave up halfway?’ and so on.

Until now, I write to fill my thirst of putting my thoughts into something structurize. I may look like I don’t think too much, but I do think so much.

I really like to think about an event and analyse it, making an analogies for it. ‘Why does it happen?’ or ‘How does that happen?’ ‘Why would people do that?’

And every time I try to write a post, new topics always come up as I write the opening part of a post. After that I usually don’t have any idea how to turn the topic back to what I had originally planned.

Sometimes I think I pulled it off even though the opening part is bringing the reader to a lot of places first before going into the real topic. But unfortunately I don’t have the gift of writing, I too sometimes (nearly usually) make a post where the topics are kinda far from each other and I realise some people must have stop halfway through because it’s hard to read.

I don’t know wether the habit of coming with new idea as you write is a bad thing or not because no one ever gave me a feedback. Well, a part of that is my fault because I never try sharing my blog to anyone. People who found my blog usually found it themselves.

Maybe if someone have any tips or anything to say about writing to me wether I have grammatical error or miss spelling, please leave a feedback, just let me know! I gladly accept it with open arms.