“…are you talking about the not being able to believe it’s a month part, or the feeling like I had sex in my sleep part?”
I was talking about the passage of time part. But the latter has happened to me as well.
I stopped posting my writing on medium.com because I wasn’t sure where they were going with the whole membership thing — I’m still not sure. At first, I was skeptical about the idea of writing down my deepest, rawest feelings and posting them online for the world to see; I saw the value in journaling but not necessarily in posting what I wrote publicly. But I’ve received a lot of positive feedback from friends about it so I continued. I’m not as prolific as you though!
Keep it up — I haven’t gotten very far through your writings but I intend to keep reading, and I’m sure I’ll keep finding things that resonate with me.