Your just like millions of us, too much pressure, too much stress and the mind can only take so much. I appreciated reading your post and I can see by your content, you’d make one killer of- a- journalist. You tell your stories as if you were there with each line. I read it on the job (LOL) and got really into it.
Mental illness is real and a very hard experience to overcome. I wish you all the best and hope to see more posts from you.