It’s Okay
This weird world, the uncertain world, when did I become afraid of this world? It’s nice only, right?! We can get anything and everything we aspire for, then where is the problem? They say the whole universe conspires to get you to your desired destination and it’s true too. Then why so much suffering?
Excuse me Shiuli, you are talking about two different things and both are true in their place. You are truly heading towards your destined place but who said it would be a straight and smooth path? You knew this know? You knew it won’t be easy and you still chose to walk the path. I understand a few things came up which were just so amazingly surprising and awful. Were you expecting even the stumbles to be as per your choice? Will you please stop being so weak and try standing up once? Oh no, don’t stop trying only after the first try, keep trying, anyway what else do you have to do other than to keep the faith and keep trying?
It’s okay, things will get better. Good days are coming. So far, your track record of surviving bad days is 100%. You can survive this as well. Why only survive, I am sure you will come out stronger. After all, that which doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger.
You will get better soon. The wishes of your loved ones and the faith in God are stronger than yours, and that is on its way to seeing you in the best of your health. So many times you felt you couldn’t get out of the mud and sought God’s help, believing fully that only he could bring you out of it. It always worked out know? You did come out of everything stronger. God always helped.
Now stop thinking too much because too much thinking leads to the death of doing. And it’s absolutely fine if the only thing you can do today is breathing. You can work later. I’ll make you work. I’ll make sure I take the most out of you. For now, just relax, breathe, eat and sleep. It’s okay.