Wild Flower, I miss you, too. Life can be impossibly hard, even when you think you are doing good work, trying your best, sometimes it just seems to fall away from you. We are flesh and blood trying to climb into the sky. I have fallen flat on my face many a time. Feet of clay and we aspire to the heavens. You are going to be fine. You will do well. Gain from this. It can be painful. Very painful. I encourage you to cry when you are feeling your pain so acutely. It will help. You are strong. I think of you every time I see the ocean, or hear an Australian voice on Bloomberg. Which is often.