I am sorry, I watched and could not forget your case, for lack of a better word. I feel you are taking advantage of your parents and even if you are physically or mentally ill you can administer flea medication to your dog. If you are able to use computer you are able to handle the task. You had your mother take you to immediate care when clearly there was no need. I have had all the symptoms you have and then some but you have something I didn’t; a great career and future; but you threw in towel. I think it’s sad and you will have regrets if you don’t try. Live your life young man it’s short and precious.