I read through this once, then again, and just a moment ago.To say that I did not tear up would be an untruth. This conveys the pain that exists when a loved one leaves us in a way we did not see fit for them to leave; by causes other than natural. And, a lot of us feel as though we are the blame.
For your pain, I truly hope healing settles in sooner than later.
For submitting this, I thank you. It is my belief that it will help someone else as they continue to grieve “at their own pace.”