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Can you really forgive?
This week I have been writing about what type of person are you, will you stand up for a friend, can you handle the truth, today I ask you, can you forgive?
This is a huge one that most of us can't get passed. If someone does us wrong it is human nature to be angry and to hold that anger against them, sometimes even for years and years.
So that is today's question... can you forgive? Really, really forgive? Forgiveness is not about the other person whether you believe it or not, its for you!
Yes, I said you! If you read my blog you know I put it all out there so that others might learn from my mistakes or that I might encourage someone eles.
I wrote about being raped years ago and how for years I walked around hating him with a passion,
it consumed my life, so much so, it was almost in all my waking thoughts.
I couldn't get over that he took my virginity, that was suppose to be for my high school sweetheart, that I was waiting for him to be my first, how it was my gift to give to him and he took it instead.
I couldn't get over how I got pregant and had to have a horrible abortion at fifteen, I couldn't get over how because of all of this, I tried to kill myself, Yes, this was all of his fault!
I was full of hatred, it was eating me up alive. I realized I had to forgive him not for him but for me, so that I may go on without this hatred eating through me. The hatred was changing who I was, who God had called me to be and so I forgave him.
I will never forget what he did to me and I am a big believer in karma and I know one day...... But its not up to me, I gave it to God and I forgave him.
It changed my life, I found peace again, I was whole and healthy, this was definitely for me.
Today when I think about people that really hurt me and some days the pain is so bad that it hurts just to breathe. When you can't believe someone could do that or say that to you, these are the days I have to remember the most that I need to forgive.
I have practiced what I preach too. I forgave Mr.Con Artist, I forgave my ex husband and I even forgave my best friend recently who stole money from me.
Now does his mean I will be having any of them over for dinner any time soon or will be friends with them? No, forgiving doesn't say be stupid, it just says forgive so you can move on.
Its for me to turn them loose, so that I may concentrate on more important things I must do.
So today my friends,
the next time hate is eating you up think of me and say, Hell if she can forgive her rapist I can forgive my sister for not returning my calls, my kids for saying mean things, the cheating ex husband or my co worker who took my job, whatever it is, fill in the blanks ... Just forgive !
It for you, not for them, forgive and move on with your life, it will be the best decision you will ever make.
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