I want you to be happy and I imagine it is much easier just for you to accept you’re destined to be forgotten and hapless. Easier to just embrace the anger and also very relieving to express that anger into targeted hatred which is burrowing just beneath the surface.

Temporary satisfaction in dehumanizing one group while giving yourself more humanly self-worth. I can empathize with the feeling of desperately attempting to satisfy the personal need of self-importance while living a life that feels mundane and pointless when we look deep down inside ourselves.

Reasons for this vary individually and I may not understand your reasons, but I understand the need to fill this never-ending void of self-importance and an existence that still matters. I obtained this through other means than that of targeted hatred, but still I understand.

Your existence does matter and even if you feel like the rest of the world doesn’t care about you’re life, I am one part of that world that does. Of course I can not love you like I do family or friends, but I have love for your existence because one way or another, regardless how much of a negative impact you or any of us have had, you still have left a more positive influence in this world one way or another.

Whether your white and I am half-black, whether we are educated through enduring hours of books or through experiences of hard-working overtime hours, whether we are broken souls full of regret because we were unable to climb out of a criminal life lead by poverty or we succeeded at an honest living we have yet to have lived no more or less a hard-fought life.

As we are still humans who experience all the same emotions just through different situations. For you to be a better and compassionate person makes all those you come in contact with (including yourself) a stronger more resilient being.

Because hatred and anger is easy to give out, but easy is weak. Strength is selflessness and empathy towards those who are nothing like you and can’t personally give you anything beneficial. Resiliency is being able to consistently show compassion to those who go against all that you believe in by humanizing them through personally understanding even if it comes without actual condoning.

Many here may send you hate to battle your hate, but that makes them no better. I understand your anger and resentment and no I don’t condone the hateful tone in which you express it, but I still understand and I care for you enough to still want you to live a happy, long, and very love-filled life.

I will continue to do so as long as you exist even if I am just a thug, idiot, piece of shit, young spoiled brat, or if I am the most hateful phrase you can think of as a worthless n***er.

You still matter, brother.