Dear Almighty Father in Heaven,

What do I tell the One who knows everything?

I tell the Omniscient One, that I am grateful I am talking with You now.

I am grateful that You still love me.

I am grateful that Your mercies for me are new every morning.

I am grateful that I receive Your fresh mercies every day.

I am grateful that You have counted me worthy to know You more each day.

I am grateful that You’ve told me that times of Your silence mean times of my tests.

I am grateful that You’ve taught me the answers to these tests.

I am grateful that You are with me in each test.

I am grateful that You have answered my tests for me through the death of Jesus Christ on the cross.

I am grateful that You are actually rooting for me.

I pray that I know You more even if it means knowing You through Your sufferings.

I pray that I love You more even if it means being broken inside and out.

I pray that I desire You, Lord.

I pray that I desire only You, my Lord.

I pray that I desire only You alone, my Lord and my God.

I am grateful for the family that You have given me.

I am grateful that they are still alive.

I am grateful that they are in good shape.

I am grateful that You always provide all that we need.

I pray that they will never be lukewarm in following You.

I pray that they will be all-out sold-out followers of the Lord Jesus Christ.

I pray that through their lives, many would become your real followers.

I pray for all my relatives who have idols, who do not trust completely and solely in the Lord Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of their sins — that You save them, that You make each of them understand the truth that they are sinners who need Your forgiveness.

Please make them realize that You have died for every sin that they have committed in the past, they are still committing, and will commit in the future. Make them understand the extent of Your great love.

However intelligent they are, may they see You.

I am grateful for my teammates, for making them different from me.

I am grateful that You have created us to be different parts of one body.

I am grateful that we are Your body and You are our head.

I am grateful that You make us worthy to expand Your kingdom.

I am grateful to be here with them.

Oh my God, sometimes I could not stand them.

Sometimes, I find them unbearable.

Let me love them the way they ought to be loved.

Let me consider myself beneath them.

Let me love them sincerely.

I do not know how.

This is my present test.

I think I am failing.

But I am holding on to You.

Keep us united.

Keep us true.

I am grateful for the precious souls You have brought into my life.

Souls I have bumped into everywhere I have been.

Oh my Lord, I cannot save them. I cannot disciple them.

If they follow me, would that be equal to following You?

I pray it would.

I pray I would be fearless in following You..fearless to desire brokenness.

I pray I would be broken and that they would see it is worth it.

You are worth it.

I pray that they would be fearless to be broken for Your sake.

I pray that they would forget me and never thank me.

I pray that in the end, they would thank and glorify You alone.

I pray that I would get no credit.

That I would be forgotten.

I pray that You would be always remembered.

Always praised.

Always thanked.

I pray that You would get all the credit for every changed life , especially of the people whom You have chosen me to minister to.

I pray for the revival of every Christian Filipino.

I pray for the salvation of every Filipino.

I pray for strength and boldness of every soul that You have saved.

Let us live a broken, surrendered life for You. Boldly and fiercely living out the Lord Jesus Christ in our lives.

Let our light shine brightly and unashamedly.

Crush satan and his minions beneath our feet.

Keep us ready to fight. Let us fight wisely.

Thank You for the victory.

Thank You that we are in victory.

Thank You that I may shed blood, I may be struck down, I may topple over,

But I wouldn’t be destroyed.

And in the end, the team I am in, will win. In fact, in Your eternity, it has already won.

Thank You for this time I have spent talking with You. Talking to You with focus.

I love You too.

I always will because You will always let me.

I praise You for the mighty Spirit You have placed inside me.

I praise You for the mighty work that You are doing in my life.

I praise You for Your mighty love towards me.

I praise You because You are mighty.

I trust You.

Here I am, willing to be broken, for You.

Love,

Your Child

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