Without reason

The things we can not get without fighting
Are the things we can live without
Because we never had them from the start
And yet I wish to align my inner compass in your direction
Defy the storm with my sinking ship in the dark
At a time where I lack deterrence
How far can I devote myself to chasing the futile
Deceived by the story of my dream
Before knowing that I was asleep all the time
Hearing your voice all the time in my restless siesta
A truth kept away from me or perhaps something
I deliberately did not want to notice
The flood continues to threaten to drown me
But I go on my way with a defiant smile
A way into your open arms
I will take it even if it is all pretence
I do not have reason
I do not know where is the end
I do not know if this is wrong
But at least for a while sing gently to me
Even if it is all a lie
