Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·Sep 17Overwhelm, and Facing the MusicGodwilling we will get through this. I will for my stuff too. Amen. — All I am is overwhelmed. I don’t know when this will end. I think bullet points are the best thing to do at this moment and then get to things. I’m trying to do everything and don’t know how I will with a job where I work until 11pm four…Overwhelmed5 min readOverwhelmed5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·Jul 25Actually, only two things on this list were checked off. That’s ok still.What is a straw man? Check. Music I like? Check. — Okay. I am just going to write this more. I should talk about what happened today, but again, it shows that I am dealing with a lot and still have to improve issues I have had and always had. …Goals6 min readGoals6 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·Jul 24One Step Forward, Two Steps Back, Three Steps Forward?Maybe. — I am going to write finally after a long time. Today I had time to do my morning routine and this is going to be fast. I want to go ahead and finish this and then move on. Really I’d like to write these things until my email address expires…Lessons5 min readLessons5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·Jun 23Funny Feelings at Walmart TodayGod let them move forward positively. And let this stand on everything before today, so much. — Right now I am having a difficult time. I am not going to say details until I get through this. I’m just out of commission now — so it is random to write this now. But this is what I’ll say right now. …African American5 min readAfrican American5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·Jun 1A lot of death all around. Unjust death all around.God protect us. — There is a SZA song that I listened to called “I Might Kill My Ex”. It is a good song and represents intrusive thoughts a person thinks but doesn’t act on. It’s also difficult for me because of the fact that this is the era of intrusive thoughts winning and…Death4 min readDeath4 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 31When You Realize A Friendship Was Based On A Breadcrumb FoundationI don’t know, I ran away. Or ran to, myself. — This is next on the list to blog about. I have to blog about this next. I am writing this while trying to get access to my website account to pay for my email address. Anyway, hopefully support will get back to me. …Friendship6 min readFriendship6 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 29An Architect Named RL Brown and Grandparents I Don’t Know Really or At AllNext on the list to blog about. — So I’m just going to get to it. I was watching a video of a Nigerian wedding and realized the one wedding I have been to is my sister’s. We dressed in red dresses and Converse for her wedding to her husband. …Honesty8 min readHonesty8 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 28Accepting My Difference and Logging OffIt is isolating actully being me to the point that I am logging off of Twitter today and maybe for a long time and even in a group I attend usually. It is all kind of triggering to me right now to be a minority among Black women, men, and…Journey5 min readJourney5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 26My Father’s Friend; Fantastic Planet; Ivy League Schools; and Blended FamiliesNext on the list to blog about. I am going to write myself forward. It is ok. I have maybe 10 minutes to do this and am going to do this quickly. …Dysfunction5 min readDysfunction5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 25My Lack of Identity and Need for People Like MeOne step at a time. You will get there. The next three pieces. — Okay so this is it. I am tired and woke up decently three days in a row, just after 6am, closer to 6:30 or 6:45 which is fine by my recently some days-late standards. It’s just that I haven’t had the presence of consciousness — since I go back to…Identity4 min readIdentity4 min read
