Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·2 days agoA lot of death all around. Unjust death all around.God protect us. — There is a SZA song that I listened to called “I Might Kill My Ex”. It is a good song and represents intrusive thoughts a person thinks but doesn’t act on. It’s also difficult for me because of the fact that this is the era of intrusive thoughts winning and…Death4 min readDeath4 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·2 days agoWhen You Realize A Friendship Was Based On A Breadcrumb FoundationI don’t know, I ran away. Or ran to, myself. — This is next on the list to blog about. I have to blog about this next. I am writing this while trying to get access to my website account to pay for my email address. Anyway, hopefully support will get back to me. …Friendship6 min readFriendship6 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·5 days agoAn Architect Named RL Brown and Grandparents I Don’t Know Really or At AllNext on the list to blog about. — So I’m just going to get to it. I was watching a video of a Nigerian wedding and realized the one wedding I have been to is my sister’s. We dressed in red dresses and Converse for her wedding to her husband. …Honesty8 min readHonesty8 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·6 days agoAccepting My Difference and Logging OffIt is isolating actully being me to the point that I am logging off of Twitter today and maybe for a long time and even in a group I attend usually. It is all kind of triggering to me right now to be a minority among Black women, men, and…Journey5 min readJourney5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 26My Father’s Friend; Fantastic Planet; Ivy League Schools; and Blended FamiliesNext on the list to blog about. I am going to write myself forward. It is ok. I have maybe 10 minutes to do this and am going to do this quickly. …Dysfunction5 min readDysfunction5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 25My Lack of Identity and Need for People Like MeOne step at a time. You will get there. The next three pieces. — Okay so this is it. I am tired and woke up decently three days in a row, just after 6am, closer to 6:30 or 6:45 which is fine by my recently some days-late standards. It’s just that I haven’t had the presence of consciousness — since I go back to…Identity4 min readIdentity4 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 23Unearthing More Of My StoryBlended. And an unassailable vortex. — Today actually I haven’t been able to wake up before 6am. I woke up at like 6:15. And I’m supposed to send a message to a challenge I do that says Awake. I missed this two days in a row but also woke up close to the time I wanted…Healing8 min readHealing8 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 21Nigerian Models, Nichelle Nichols, GCIV, and Life Details 2.0Okay. So my landlord is going to raise rent and this is really going to suck. There is a background to this but no point in saying. Basically I can either stay and pay or leave. …Lessons5 min readLessons5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 20A Brief Tangent — Then 1 High School and College MemoryMore to write now. — This I don’t know if I have the ability to work on. Mentally I feel completely overwhelmed for different reasons. So the biggest one is seeing generationally what “I” mean. You know that I saw pictures of the family of Diana Ross and Donna Summer. They are a White family…Race5 min readRace5 min read
Published inIt’s My Life 2.3·May 17More Memories: MT ’08, Competition Dance, and Dr. CarsonThis is next to address. — Sunday was Mother’s Day and I did a small ritual for my mother. …Memories5 min readMemories5 min read
