Even saying this, on speaker mode on my phone, I notice how slowly I speak and the immense effort required to just hold up my phone. When I am depressed, I just can’t eat. A psychiatrist I’ve only seen once suggested I have anorexia which I defiantly disagree with — I have two physical medical conditions which make it hard for me to digest food and they flare up when my anxiety levels are high. Last week, I went over 50+ hours straight with no sleep. I felt ridiculous ranting at my HMO’s advice line trying unsuccessfully to get through to anyone that what I am experiencing is serious and fixing it somewhat lies outside my control at the moment. …