Pilot
Over the last few days, I’ve been asking myself what could I write about here. I still haven’t answered that question nor do I know if I’ll ever be able to. Once I made peace with not knowing the what, I began to think about the why. Recently, I’ve grown increasingly frustrated with my job and found myself keeping these thoughts to myself in an unhealthy manner. My frustrations have left me feeling a number of emotions, many of which I’m experiencing for the first time. Loneliness, mental fatigue, and even anger. I found myself waking up in the mornings flat out pissed I had to go to a job I didn’t want to be at, a feeling that would often persist until it was time to go back home. I decided to join Medium looking for a place to freely express myself and allow my thoughts to end up somewhere other than in my head. My first thought was “maybe I’ll start writing again, get noticed, and make some money off this so I can quit my job.” As nice as that’d be, I realized not only was it unrealistic in the short term but also selfish. What I hope to achieve from this is to share my thoughts in a way that makes others feel relief knowing there’s at least one other person going through the same things as them. I look forward to sharing this space and growing with you all. Peace.
-Weav
