25.Aug.2016 — Worries

From the moment I graduated from high school I have been looking forward to this day — my college move in day. After a long summer vacation I excited to be going back to school. In case you have not figured it out yet, I love school. I don’t why, but it just do.

Sadly this new beginning has left me with worries.

1. Socializing: How is an introverted, and socially inept 17 year old supposed to make friends. Through out my six years in middle and high school I was only able to make 3 friends. And now I will have to start the process all over again.
2. My Uncontrollable awkwardness: No matter who I am talking to I always have this uncomfortable and awkward facial expression that I make. I consciously know that I am making “the face”, but I can’t stop myself. Who does that?

I don’t know if I will make any friends, and sadly, there is nothing i can do about that.