I feel as though I am in a constant state of confusion. I never know if I am fully sure of what I am doing. Sometimes everything feels right and I am exactly where I am supposed to be, but again those are rare occasions. I wonder if I am doing right. I suppose everyone has their off days and this is mine. The past few weeks I’ve felt so sure of everything, so content even between all the chaos and changes. Unfortunately at this moment I can only see cloudiness everything is a bit hazy. There are some aspects that are making me torn. Should I have messaged someone who will most likely does not appreciate me that I miss them? How about the one who I am under appreciating, what am I supposed to do? Do I apply for summer internships or is it not even worth it? So many thoughts conflicting me that may soon just pass over and not seem like a big deal, but it all adds up. These are just my current predicaments, but I have had some in the past and surely more to come and they constantly make me question myself for days. These thoughts of uncertainly constantly occupying too much space in my mind for comfort. Currently this cloud hangs around me, but I know it will clear.