Flux

“The more I see, the less I know for sure.”

- John Lennon

You just constantly read, think, analyse, strategise and visualise only to try to make sense of meaning of things, to find a possibility of there being an underlying reality that defines us all.

You look at the world to see and feel everything like:

Love

Desire

Need

Evolution

Hunger

Art

Drive

Passion

Incapability

Disability

Damage

Hatred

Frustration

Grieve

Suffering

Loss

Remorse

Selflessness

Resentment

You just observe and observe only to come to the realisation,

How foolish of you to believe that you have been looking it the right way.

How foolish of you to believe it’s perfect because it feels right to you.

How foolish of you to think you can make them see what you see.

How foolish of you to believe to think they can even remotely fathom the extent of what you feel.

How foolish of you to let them have the ability to hurt you like they repeatedly have, with their nobility.

How foolish of you to think they’ll even care.

How foolish of you to think you’ll ever be even close where you want to be.

How foolish of you to believe you can help everyone with their battles.

How foolish of you to you believe that you can single handedly change the world.

How foolish of you to believe you’ll be anything less what you truly deserve to be.

How foolish of you to think yours was the only way to see the world.

How foolish of you to believe that you have been looking it the right way.

How foolish of you to believe it’s perfect because it feels right to you.

Just remove flux and then see the world; it gets worse my friend.

“I believe I am in Hell, therefore I am.”

- Arthur Rimbaud

-Vedant Vaani Jain

25.08.2016