Where’s your husband?
He should help you and shoulder some burdens of baby-growing. It’s not just your responsibility. Why don’t you ask for his help? Frustration, the feeling of helpless and ultimately depression arise when there is to much. It’s the exact time for him to make feel you that you are not alone. That you will not walk alone into all of that too much. It’s the time for him to show you that you have a life-friend. Love is not an oral thing. It should be there, tangible and expressed by actions and behaviors. His care and love for you and for the baby of both of you can escape you of that difficult situation and depression. It’s time for him to show himself.