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Aug 24, 2017 · 2 min read

Cheat sheet for why I attracted certain types of relationships:

The person I am afraid of: the person I am afraid to admit I am to myself because of a meaning I’ve assigned to those attributes.

The person I reject: the aspect of me I reject mostly due to socialization.

The person I resent: aspects of myself I need to acknowledge and integrate more of into my own experiences in order to progress.

The person I hate: the person I am but don’t allow myself to be

The person I am jealous/envious of: what I don’t see in myself because of lack of self-esteem and resources.

The person I hold in contempt: the denial of my own insecurities which I secretly expect to ascend from a situation or reality due to a lack of acceptance and understanding in myself.

The person I love: aspects of myself I have compassion for.

The person I admire: aspects of me I haven’t yet awaken to.

The person who gratifies me: aspects of me where my need is not afraid to be vulnerable for it to be met through the help of others.

The liar: ways I lie to myself.

The bully: ways I bully myself. Indication of trauma, past emotional abuse particularly from early stages of life.

The unavailable person: emptiness inside of me I neglect to provide for.

The disappointing person: I can’t commit to reality because I am in pain from the meaning I gave to my own expectations of myself and others.

The passive-aggressive person: the aspect of me where I’ve neglected my own emotional needs and have grown unconscious to.

The narcissist: I denied my own emotional/esteem needs and lied to myself. I relied on the wrong people to define my value in society.

The sociopath: I abuse myself. Indication of low self-worth.

The psychopath: Manipulating/deceiving myself out of deep impatience to meet a need regardless of value. Detached from intuition. Usually indicative of overmedication or forcing a relationship/job that feels wrong.

The traitor: I betrayed my self; I did not honor my own integrity/values.

The infidel: reflection of not meeting my own intimacy needs in a relationship due to fear/lack of authenticity.

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