Your bio sums it up best…you are better about thinking about doing things than actually doing them. You are, clearly, better about complaining about your problems than actually working to solve them.
Your open letter made me sick. The world doesn’t owe you shit. Let me repeat: the world does not owe you, special little snowflake, one goddamn thing. Quit whining and change your situation yourself.
I live on a very low income. I make it work. I still have a nice life. And I do not blame my low-incomeness on anyone except myself and monumentally shitty education/career decisions in my late teens and early 20s.
Own your disappointing life and stop being a crybaby. Your wannabe clever writing “style” (if it could even be considered that) made me hate you as much as it made me feel embarrassed for you. Just stop.