I’ve similar feelings. I often have to force myself to write, before anything else.
However, reading is fundamental for the growth of a writer (especially for a non-native English like me), so I guess we have to read a lot.
I’d add that on a social platform like Medium, reading is also a form of connecting and showing up — which are important for the feedback too — , and we need a lot of that.
In the end, my balance is heavily shifted toward reading and connecting.