Death of my true friend

Recently my cat, Buttercup, died of unknown causes on November 16, 2014. I have a hard time saying this because the other day I mentioned to my sister, “I can’t imagine my life without Butters (a.k.a. Buttercup).” Now that she is gone, I have a hard time coping with reality. For the past three years, I spent countless days with my wonderful feline. When I walk up to the barn now, there will be no animal to welcome me. Butters had always been there for me: no matter what the circumstances. I guess that's what you could call a true friend. Now I have to move on with my life without my friend. I just wish I spent more time with her. Due to her death, I am going to appreciate every moment I have with my family and animals because life is short, and we should all make the most of it.