Well now that you are beautifully browned, at last. I feel that this will be the mark of a life change for you. I KNOW there are so many new worlds for you to explore, to delve into, to find welcoming smiles and arms. It is time.
As I have said before, rip off the bandage. It may be as bad as you anticipate and then, it may not be. But until you know, until you live it, and stand in your own truth you will never know. Waiting for the hypothetical ‘perfect time’ is a waste of living.