Sep 1, 2018 · 1 min read
I still feel the pain. an eternity has passed and will never go away . in the beginning I jogged each and every morning at 5am 1 hour at 20 below zero. when I returned soaking wet I fell into bed and sobbed with heaving body lurching uncontrollably for 3 hours. when the sobbiñg stopped i slept. I don’t cry anymore. the pain is still there. the pain is less but my children are now middle aged
both girls are smart sassy and successful. they were 17 and 18 when I left. I can only feel content knowing they are good people. the pain goes away so slowly but never completely. I understand and my heart goes out to you. go forward one day at a time with faith love and hope.
