I am mad because I forgot to backup my laptop. I know I should have, but I don’t have the extra disk space simply lying around, and now I am stuck with a failed harddrive and a preliminary quote of about $400 — $1200 to recover the data which I really, really need, but can’t afford at all.

As if that isn’t enough, my trusty Ubuntu image on a crappy laptop failed to completely save the day when my fast laptop still doesn’t totally run it that way I want. Regardless, it’s a temporary fix and I guess I can get through my work with it.

At first I thought I was in love with Linux, but now I realize that I am in love with Windows made to work like Linux. Everything was perfect, and now everything is in entropy. It keeps going back to that reoccuring sentiment in my life, that I chase after things that aren’t what they really should be. It’s incredibly hard for me to express this feeling thoroughly, but in essence it can be boiled down to “a wolf in sheep’s clothing”. I am always the wolf, feeling somehow inferior to the sheep. If that makes zero sense good, because it makes just about as much sense to me.

It is snowing outside and my laptop is totally destroyed.

Oh well, I guess I did ask for an adventure.