Oh, Ellis you’re thinking too much :p Sorry about that, but this is the secret: don’t think, just do it (like Nike said). The motivation, like I’m gonna escape from my workplace will push you to start, but the actual work is done by perseverence and here is not about thinking of why, you already have the why if you already started. This is about the how and the doing. Try to adjust on this side, don’t expect, just enjoy the moment and you will have no regrets. Take care