Everything will be fine
A small note to the ones out there who joined the course out of no other go and have finished their studies somehow, to the ones who has got interest in totally a different genre which has got nothing to do with your degree, to the one who has got talent but couldn’t find the right place to fit-in ,to the ones who had friends and been there when they needed you but when you need them the most, they are gone!.. to the ones who has sick parent and feeling guilty of not being useful or helpful to them financially, to the ones who has too many short term goals and long term goals but has not enough money because at the end of the day all you have left is hopes that someday your life will change and inspire others but also has got sorrows and worries that life hasn’t paved it’s way for you till now. For all the ones facing this kind of situation now in your life ,I just need to tell you one thing that "you are not alone and remember this is just a phase in your life which will soon change with time". I tell you that, when time has decided to act accordingly we absolutely have no control over it but just to wait for the right moment.
All your pain and screams will be heard,
All your scars will be healed,
All your lost confidence will gain it’s strength.
Trust me you will get up, you will get through this , you will survive, you will overcome this.
All your stress and depression will be gone too soon, until then start voicing out your bottled up feelings.
Let it heal. Let your heart get some peace.
Below are some of the life's major lesson I learnt which I want to share it with you all, so that you will also understand this is how our life functions and spend some quality time on ourselves instead crying for others.
A) People once treated you as their world would pathetically let you down even without a second thought.
B) People who mattered the most to you may become the meanest of all.
People who once needed your help would be lost by now when you need their presence.
C) I tell you, not all you meet are the nicest and not all you think the bad are the meanest.
D) Every person's real character is revealed only in our toughest of situations.
Months back they would have meant the most to you but now it may even feel awkward to wave a hello.
E) Things change, people change.
These are the life's major lesson I have learnt for the past few months.
There have been months and days where I struggled hard to sleep , I was stressed, anxiety had got my nerves too bad.I had a mental breakdown.I was let down by the ones whom meant the world to me.
Yes, I survived hard to move on.
Sometimes I didn’t knew how my mind worked because I had to deal with the most bad mood swings ever.But no matter what the this life of us has to move on!
Anybody may come and go, just know your worth and give all your love to the deserving ones, they would never let you down even if you break them a hundred times because they know what you are at heart.
This life of us is very beautiful and precious but we human beings end up our hearts to the wrong ones and mess up everything blaming life. Though I have come far from my mental breakdown, I’m not completely out of it. Somethings haunt me on daily basis which is making me hard to move on but I’ll never give up , I’ll fight hard to beat all my mental breakdown and soon be on board one day .It’s okay if you are feeling low but voice it out , come out of it , you have a beautiful life awaiting outside.
For the ones who still haven’t found their need on this earth with lost hopes, I wish all of you to soon end up in a happy place, including me.
Thank you all ! Spread love ❤️
