Eulogy for my sadness

You were a big part of my life,

You made a lot of decisions for me,

But your time has come to an end.

I don’t know how I feel without you.

You were my bad habit.

Not a day went by where we didn’t meet

At least once.

And if by chance we didn’t meet,

I’d spend the day in anticipation of

Your arrival.

I remember the days we’d stay in bed,

Eating nutella, and just listening to music.

Those were the days when

Meeting everyone else was a task.

But with you around,

I always felt at home.

The days we danced in the rain

And you hugged me when I cried.

You were always holding me tight

The million nights

I cried myself to sleep.

I don’t know

How to function without you.

You were the only one

Who knew the secrets behind the

Smiles.

I don’t know if I’ll cry at nights

Anymore.

I don’t know if I’ll cry in the rain

Anymore.

I don’t know if I’ll have nutella and

Listen to music that breaks my heart

Anymore.

I probably won’t.

Not with you gone.