Ever had a day where suddenly your brain asked you whether or not you’re good enough for the life you’re living right now? Yeah, bet many of you have had that kind of day. And it’s today for me.
I’ve been quite an optimist kinda person, but it’s not today, I guess. I’m working as a 3D artist now, but I don’t think I’m qualified for this. Sure I’m learning, hell, I even study every night. But still it’s not enough. And I’m afraid that I might running out of time, afraid that someday my boss finally fed up with my incompetency and replaced me because I’m useless. I’m afraid of all of that.
I keep on telling everyone I’m fine just because I don’t want to sound like a whiny kid. I just need to work harder. Just… please give me some more time… Oh God…