The L word.

It’s hard to love ,and harder to un-love.Or maybe it’s just impossible.You cannot stop loving someone or permanently forget about him/her it’s not as simple as a click on that “un-love” button..Ironically, we have no choice in this paradigm here, we are simply lost between these two fine lines here, Madness which is love and forgetting.L is an eternal, wild and freeing feeling ,once triggered-by pushing that “fuck my life up” button without even letting us think about it- ,it devour us completely and reshapes us into that creature we’ve never imagined ourselves to become.Luckily,well not so much.. the only thing we can deal about ,is that most of the time we forget all those good warming moments,the closest description to perfection, a sip of heavenly ecstasies but here on earth ,we forget about all that as we forget about our deepest hopes and farthest loving ambitions .Yet ,this L thing hits us from time to time, L is an asshole fucker, it hits us when we’re vulnerable , weak and alone. IT just keeps hitting us and leave us in agony with no explaination ,nor even a word to keep us smiling while struggling everyday in our lives.The only thing that it gives us is a “pretty” middle finger while giving us a cold and fake smile. It’s so destructing that if “it” was a person it would literally say , “now,this is the part when you’ll get permanently messed up and eternally heart-raped ,and I am not even sorry”.
Some stories end up , some stories continue until the last breath taken.Some stories have happy endings , some stories have melancholic endings. But what matters at the end of the day , when we lay our heads on the bed and the main memories of our lives start to tickle our souls,is how happy and astounding those moments were and how they affected our lives ,even though everything ended unexpectedly messed up.Such moments are infinite and so tense that they had the power to make us forget all the world’s sufferings ,miseries and sadness that it makes you feel that you’re on top of the world ,this is what makes you able to break the impossible and go further than you thought you could go before.L is the strongest weapon ever.