Expectations
He said my best trait was my ability to express myself , my ability to speak up. My confidence, my ability to stand firm .
I have become so used to hearing it that I fear for the day I’ll slip. I’ll let my guard down , I’ll become mute and I’ll fall.
We tend to put people on a certain level , our expectations surpassing the actual reality.
It’s ok to falter , it’s ok to not be ok( if that makes sense). Whenever I write stuff like this, I tend to believe my own words more . Find your mode of healing
I have days where I sit down and just cry my eyes out. I’m not sad , no it’s not sadness . It’s more like lack of self worth . I’m trying . We are all trying to find ourselves despite our demons holding us back.
don’t give in to expectations.
