what if everything hurts your heart? maybe i’m being a bit melodramatic. i have my moments.
the last 24 hours has been quite uncomfortable and draining for me. i’m not used to feeling it. it’s taking a lot of adjusting to it. basically, i’m not adjusting. maybe it’s a good thing. i have no idea. i can’t write through it. i have tried. sometimes, the walls get too heavy to hold up. like, i totally wouldn’t mind sleeping through the collapse if that’s whats happening.
i will attempt to meditate and sleep.
maybe some light tomorrow? i will do better next time.