July 14, 2015

Here it comes again

My chest is sinking

My hands are shaking

My lungs are straining for breath

Regret

I regret my wavering heart

All I want is your arms enveloping my fluctuating body

I want to find security in your heartbeat when my head is on your chest

Because your heartbeat is the only steady rhythm in this mad world

I want my lips to burn with passion and not with the destruction that has been tearing away at my hope

My arms are extended and aching for something that is just out of reach

I want you, I want you, I want you

But you don’t belong to me

~jp