Wayne Smith
Aug 31, 2018 · 1 min read

Anxiety just sucks so bad. I signed up for a gym membership recently. Well, I went a few time and ran on the treadmill…as long as no one was around me. I wanted to lift weights, but I had literally zero idea what I was doing and I was way too embarrassed to ask for help. Needless to say, I have come up with so many excuses why I have no time to go. For the most part I have my anxiety under control, but when it comes to the gym I just can’t seems to shake it. I was just proud of myself that I walked in the door. That was really a big step for me, someone who thinks that everyone is looking at him. I’ll say it again, anxiety just sucks so bad. Maybe I’ll push myself a little harder soon. You know once I get back in the damn door.

Wayne Smith

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