Buck Welderman
Jul 22, 2017 · 4 min read

Wats imporntant to me is my faith in jesus and my love of family if i have to clean up tipped of portable johns id do it to keep my family from starving im a very head strong person and im not doin nuthin unless my family is safe thats my imideate family and the family i chose i made a promise to samantha ponnequin on 12/15/11 that i would cherish her and protect her thru thick and thin i made that promise to her and to jesus im also very much loved and i love my family dearly ive made sacerfices to be away from them ever though i kno physcaly my mema needs me to keep here house up i do wat i do so im able to help my family and support them when ever needed the love of jesus is wat keeps me stable and secure in my ways my grandpa witch was my hero by the way perty much raised my as the man i am today ya he might have not been the most powerful or the most intelagent but his heart was pure he never to the easy way and he always had pride in wat he done from day to day yea i might be lacking in a few depertments but i will never sell myself short of the person i kno i am on the inside i dont strive to be the president of nuthin i do wat i feel is right in my heart and the things i have learned from the paths ive been down and the wisdom ive gained from loved ones but most imporntly from the knowlege i have of jesus i am content in my life and ive had to make scary choices and hard choices ive learnd to block out my mind and listen soley from my heart i dont speak much mostly because i belive theres a reason god gave us 2 ears and only one mouth i am family centered because i live my live the best i can knowing that love is the greatest gift wel ever have in this world money fame fourtune doesnt matter to me i will admit tempted by selfish ways and boasting on pride has infulnced me in the past but i quickly learned thats not the person wanted to be or sought to be. I stand firm in the faith of getting to walk the streets of gold in heaven where theres no worries pain or anything bad i belive in my heart im saved but yet i still fear the moment of judement day not for the fact of dien but for the fact that i hope ive done enough good and made enough right choices to outway the bad ones no bodys perfect and usually if somethins to good to be true most likely it is if i was to meet that judgement right now i kno for a fact that i would hold my head up high and praise god for allowing me to experiance all the many bessings from the amazing family to feeling true love for another ive experincesd pashions that i consider myself lucky to be apart of and for respect of other people,and having morals to me is defintly more valueable than fame any day to answer ur question from last night if i knew i had 30 days to live id spend it with the people that love me the most because there the ones that truely deserve my last moments there the ones that need reasureing that ill be better off because when u rob someone of love u dont hurt that person u hurt the many that love him love has hindered and love has exceled people id rather teach and show someone how to be content as i am in my beliefs and life as to rob them of that and excel my life that just seems selfish to me id be willin to bet 50% of the world is not content in there heart or lives and yes at times i aint either but atleast i at the moment someone needs me i can and will do everything in my power. Back to 50% of the people strive and would probly excel with just one nice gesture or piece of advise thrown there way and thats the people that truely need direction and oppertunitys my goal in life is haveing a solid word wat i mean by that is i want to kno for certian if i say im gona go somethin by golly thats wat im gona do or die tryn i want to help and give back to the people that have taught me and pushed me to the person i am today because when were youg we rely on them but when there old they rely on us is only fair and honorable thing to do im not about adbandonment or selfishness i made most of the decisions to get were im at but always take advisement of others espeacilly ones i trust like sam and my family so is it gona be possible to to speak with the women i love samantha?

    Buck Welderman

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