This is a really nice piece
It comes strength to the writers heat. I think that everyone who wrote once in a lifetime, understand and passed through it, your text speak to me for sure.
I have a friend who is a wonderful writer, Fabio Kabral, and during the reading of your piece, looks like i was talking to him, about the way we felt of being a writer nowadays.
thanks for sharing, is interesting to see that we pass through the same problems all around the world. I hope someday we will exchange good experiences too.