Travel is the only freedom I have left. My ability to get out of this tightly wound judgmental hell keeps me sane. The fact that i can over come the current obstacles and make enough money and have enough skill to get a house, and the money to travel 5 months this year proves that I am worthy. If they take this from me, I will just end my life. I have two pages left and have to update my Passport. I hope it doesn't kill me. I live on the edge daily. I travel for ONE thing. FREEDOM.