Winny Murigi
Jul 23, 2017 · 2 min read

Am I in love?

Okay, so if you’ve been following my blog you’ll know that I am not the greatest protagonist when it comes to love. I think or thought that seeing stars and rainbows is kinda phony. Until something weird happened to me.

Is it normal to wake up and feel like the sun’s rays have a different shade of yellow, a better shade that was not there before. To watch romantic movies and smile because there is that one person at the back of your mind.

Is it normal to walk around and all the while have that “ I am walking on sunshine” song in your head. How can one’s life change so tremendously because a strange human suddenly appeared. I am very confused, happy but very confused.

Is it normal to keep replaying the first time you saw them, or that your insides turn into jelly when they smile. To eat up every word they say and when they call you and ask “How’s my girl doing” the earth suddenly bursts out in song and the sun smiles, literally smiles.

Because aren’t we all unfinished?
Don’t we all need a little editing?
Aren’t we all waiting to be proofread by someone? Aren’t we all praying they will tell us that we make sense. He don’t always make sense but his imperfections are the things I love about him the most

This year has been tough on me. Truthfully it’s been a massive split between the worst and best year of my life. It has brought out a side of me I did not even know existed. I am stronger and better, aiming for heights I could not even dream of before. So imagine my surprise when I suddenly start seeing rainbows and light bulbs.

I have no idea what this is but it sure does feel good. So cheers to a happy ending, they do exist and to bigger smiles. Have a happy Sunday my people ❤. Love and light.

Winny Murigi

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With all its sham, drudgery, and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.

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