Sure...you wanted to be.
I thought you were but you really weren't.
You said you were but you couldn't be...
ready for what you thought you wanted. You weren't ready to accept the truth
... though you were drawn to it. 
You were erroneous in your thinking... thinking that your knowledge was... enlightening. 
But the truth made your wisdom foolish... and your alleged strength...weak.
You were drawn to the truth you needed...
yet were unwilling to accept. 
And all the while...
illuminating my weakness drew me closer
 ...to my strength.
Think not too highly...
your attained knowledge is insufficient.
Sufficiency is revealed...in truth...
A truth that is too much for you...
that makes you not sufficient enough
... for what you thought you wanted
...my JOY, my PEACE, my LOVE.
©Malinda Williams