It has been ages that..
that I post something on this website. I was busying with schools, boyfriends, finding internship etc. Well, just one boyfriend actually.
There are so many things from Paris that I haven’t post yet. I was hoping to sort them out and get it online this summer. Hopefully I will be able to land a last minute internship here in United States (something that’s fun at least) and start to working on this again.
My life has been chaotic. Most of the time I have no idea what I want. That’s a truth. I am tried of traveling, tried of packing and unpacking, spending 3 or 4 days in a unknown city. I need to figure this out. I love reading though. That’s something I haven’t get tried of.
Just remembered last night seeing my friend’s post saying that studying alone and fighting for something you really want is like having sex for months. And the feeling of climax is unspeakable and could last for months as well. I think I need to find something like that. Something that can provide me long term pleasure and that should not come from someone other than myself.